Auzie Stazi Vill Save You from EVIL!!!

March 26th, 2009 – 7:51 am
Tagged as: Ideas, bantar, opensource

http://wikileaks.de/wiki/Australian_government_secret_ACMA_internet_censorship_blacklist%2C_6_Aug_2008

The above link takes you to an article on wikileaks.de regarding the censoring of the internet in Australia. You can download the list of banned sites from there and view them for yourself. I encourage you to save a copy for you own research.

While Wikileaks is used to exposing secret government censorship in developing countries, we now find Australia acting like a democratic backwater. Apparently without irony, ACMA threatens fines of upto $11,000 a day for linking to sites on its secret, unreviewable, censorship blacklist — a list the government hopes to expand into a giant national censorship machine.

I just had a thought about how people with religious good intentions really scare me. I heard the senator for censorship in Australia in question time when being told by the senate committee that this legislations was completely ridiculous, his reply was something like, ’so you support child pornography then’. The simplicity of the argument works well for channel seven news bites and maybe the majority of people only think in news bites now, as can be evidenced by our societies continuation of multiple wars against things you cant wage war against….thought war….

Comment spam as ART

March 23rd, 2009 – 8:21 pm

PLEASE READ COMMENTS BELOW!!!

The following came as a spam comment for the previous post. It didn’t take long to get spammed but I really liked this one. Quite a nice little story. I may have to use it one day as a theatre piece.

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The first time it happened, Adam was in the office gym. It was not his regular gym, but a small one high up on the silent upper floors. As he walks out, a piece of jagged metal in his hand grazes the arm of one of the corporate sentries, one of the unsmiling men who moves in the strange silent world of the upper floors. A deep gash in the skin that reveals, not blood and flesh, but a gleaming silver fluid, endlessly swirling, like molten metal. Adam is terrified. Then something hits him, and he rememberes nothing more until he comes around in a strange corridor with wide bell-shaped vases standing against the walls. He returns to work, and in the coming days convinces himself it was all a dream. But he still has that piece of jagged metal he picked up. And he remembers, weeks later, when a man is found dead in the strange corridor with wide vases against the wall, his body covered in welts the shape of long, curved eyes.

hey… whats going on?

March 21st, 2009 – 6:13 pm

I’ve been back to the nusstabox blog so many times in the last months and nothing new? what are you doing with your time hey? Bloody hell anyone would think you were some kind of artists thats got some sort of artists block or somthing… hey?

welll……

have ya?…..

It’s just about time you just sat down long and hard and wrote a big time pile of outporing rant driven crap about something that is on your mind or else no one will ever come back to the nusstabox to read the crap that you have to say? You think it’s all crap too… don’t you? But let me tell you… the little voices in your head are just that… little… and the ones that really count are waiting like the little children that they are for their turn to shine and shout and grow…. Isn’t it about time you told your little critic to just sit down for a bit? He doesn’t need to go away totally other wise you may descend into that place you were a couple of years ago… not that that was really bad, actually at the time it was just what you needed but at this time I feel you need a little bit of hard reality and a bit of self realization not coupled with huge experimentation…. Do you get it?

Knuckle down brother… where here to help you!!!!

Does this mean I am going to post more to the nusstabox….

mayby…

mayby it doesn’t.

There are strong maybes and weak maybes but if we all said maybe a bit more often… maybe the would would be a happier place.

: )

love ya!

in just us ..or.. culture is still not your friend

November 21st, 2008 – 12:43 pm

Musing on the way the Somalian pirates are being portrayed in the media led me to the familiar conclusions regarding how inept journalists and producers of modern media are at actually being able to unbiasedly report on what is happening in the world.

 

With only a small amount of disengagement from ones own cultural assumptions we are able to see the so called pirates as the repressed people of their land standing up to the same old treatment handed to them from the disembodied  humans of desert death cult (ddc) basis.

 

It has not changed; just I have changed. By being able to actually remember what has happened via stories and being gifted with only a small amount of real critical thought. Not the critical thought taught by the modern brain washing institutions, like universities, but by life, nature and pure experience. View points expressed without ever being humbled by ones own ‘non-importance’ to anything gives one a window into perspectives of the world that enables some form of just-ness.

 

Murder, deception, manipulation, environmental destruction, greed and general un-compassionate actions of ddc people to others not of ‘their ilk’ reflects back many of these things again and again. Ohh, how we whinge and cry fowl when we start to believe our laws are real; laws that have been made by people, just like books are written by people. We most likely get our neurosis about the infallibility of our laws by believing that a book written by people came from somewhere not human. The most ultimate extra-terrestrial delusion expressed by ddc religion following members. Interesting!

 

The ability to believe such a thing shows just how removed from the natural order of the world we are, as former and current death-cult members have become. But we didn’t just become like this. It has been going on for a while. An interpretation of the very book that underpins the death-cult is that it is warning about believing the teachings of other humans! It is so ironic that some have really missed the point when it comes to being shown that we are fallible.

 

I’ve stopped this listening to the parrots of media on all sides. The fringe writers of doom and conspiracy too the hideous suited pretenders peddling child misunderstandings at the speed of light. I don’t even trust the voices in my own mind to tell me anything remotely true. My own inability to grasp even where I stand day to day moves me to viewpoints not palatable to the mass.

 

Worship up comrades, brethren, brothers and children, we will all die someday. As wind blows the mountains beside me into the sea, I’ll be here till my ending which makes no difference to anything at all.

Maybe.

The amazing thing about life…

November 9th, 2008 – 7:27 am

I found this little piece of writing today as I am looking through a whole group of blog posts from the last 5 years or so that I made before there were blogging tools such  as wordpress. I feel that Userlands Frontier was operational at the time but it was a paid for stand alone piece of software.

I am currently experiencing something that I haven’t felt before, that is, for the last three months I have felt like I am in a heightened state of anxiety. Almost constant arousal of the solar plexus area with heart in throat feelings.  The combination of the start of a new intimate relationship with someone and the processing of the past four years internal psychedelic journeying in the hills  of Nimbin, working at a straight job and finding my place in the centre of Australia, drying out in the desert. Wow, I really have a great abilty to be selfish, all these things I have mentioned and I didn’t state that my father has cancer and is undergowing treatment the western way at present. I feel that I may be denying some emotional undercurrents at the moment! Needy is an understatement; combine that with paranoia of being left alone, which is something I have not experience except when pondering the topic of the following post; makes this feeling of anxiety a little disturbing.

Anyway, here is this little piece from the past… I’d like to hear your thoughts!!

Originally Published: Wednesday, 17 December 2003

…is that I find myself in the position that the only certain thing
is that I am going to experience the phenomenon of dying. From my
observation everybody seems to experience this some time in their life.

When I really ponder this certainty and I mean really embrace this
certainty with all my focus and attention it bloody scares me. I have
come to a space in my life that I wish to sit in this fear of death to
try to work out what I am actually scared of. I did this last night for
about a hour. One thing I can say at the moment is that I am scared of
the fact that it is totally unknown. There is no way of me being
certain of what is after death. To even think in terms of certainty and
death is a total coincidence of opposites that it shakes me to the
core. How can death be a certainty when after death there is total
unknowing? It seems to be rather weird, just like every single other
thing in the universe, from all the physical things to the the ideas to
the concepts and emotions and feeling and sounds and descriptions and
everything. It, this world, universe, cosmos is so bloody strange it
boggles my mind whenever I get the chance to just ponder what the hell
is in front of me or even why there is a front. I have no idea how
humans can be bored.

the mirrored face

November 9th, 2008 – 7:22 am
Tagged as: dreams, media, sharing

the mirrored face

ankweleyelengkwe

October 23rd, 2008 – 12:51 pm
Tagged as: bantar

go on… if you think you can pronounce it… record yourself and send it through and I’ll laugh at your attempt. If you get it right I’ll buy you a six-pack next time we catch up!!!

a little design side

October 19th, 2008 – 10:21 pm
Tagged as: bantar, media, sharing

I was working with text the other month and came up with the word
‘INRON’. It reminded me of German Industrial aesthetic. I tried to
capture this aesthetic and made it into a train station name with some
clipart symbolism which runs the theme a little.

passing time

October 19th, 2008 – 10:15 pm

a still night
a small fright
will you be there
through this moonlight?

lost self

October 7th, 2008 – 5:29 pm
Tagged as: bantar

I woke up this morning to realise that I had lost myself. Fuck. I said to myself I wouldn’t loose my self again and then just went and did it. Fuck. Now I’m pissed off and want to get pissed. Fuck Fuck Fuck. It’s strange to feel this feeling of not being really here, to be in some fantasy chemical world of bubbles and heart opening light tingles. Left brain thinking not the ruler of this roost at the moment hey? Too bad for my previous eighteen months of self realisation and effective self preservation. Keep away from me, I don’t know what you will do to me if I lend myself to you!!!! You might take what you want and dump the rest. Fuck. Now I am really starting to loose it/myself. Arms, feet, toes, tummy, … Where are you now? Where am I now?

It’s just all too much hedonistic crap for me at the moment. What are the clouds saying at the moment. It may be time to work on that getting pissed thing!!!

I was reading the headlines on RealitySandwhich the other day and thought to myself, “fuck I am sick of this self worship shamanistic crap!” All this studying feelings and thoughts and how we fit into this and fit out of that and what is the right and possible ways of gathering a centred co-creative expansiveness beyond the confines of expressionistic neo-newage symantic shit-fuckism? Cum on the face of Jesus and but-plug the hindu gods, I say! It’s all worth naught up ya heap if we aint got nothing to keep.