my goddess
She was in the crowd.
At a concert of some sort.
She hitched up her skirt and rolled on her back on the floor of the crowd laughing and smiling at me.
She took me to her apartment.
It was on the bottom left/south east side of the block.
It was grey and beside the beach at Burleigh Heads where I once had a holiday with my family.
There was a sense of lots of people in the apartment building above me.
Heavy.
She lay on her bed with her legs spread inviting me.
She was laughing at me and my inhibitions.
I entered her.
I fell on the floor and slumped over the corner of another bed crying.
I wanted to cry all my sadness away.
It drained away from me as I cried.
She came to me and comforted me.