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It is hard to describe the feeling of looking out your own physical eyes
but at the same time looking through the eyes of a woman that is
inside. The literalisation of having another person inside my mind and
body existing together and seeing from both eyes.

A particular evening a couple of months ago rounded itself into a state of complete
love when after about an hour of yoga inside a trance of ego
dissolution I became “possessed” by an “other”.

The complete removal of the me that I am used to and the replacement
of such with a female of sorts that looked through my eyes as I
squatted on the floor breathing from my hara. The complete wonder of
the experience filled my man body with absolute love. The love that I
cannot recall, as being with, and in the arms of my mother as a child.
All encompassing compassion and complete acceptance of myself. The
woman inside me rolling through my body with waves of pure joy and
intense emotion that brought me on my knees, with head on the floor and
tears running down my eyes. Lost in the compassion of the goddess.

Glancing at the room to my right with eyes that were not mine. Not a
hint of fear anywhere inside of me, just abandonment to the wonder of
being and living and experience. Real feeling, real emotion, real love,
real reality.

Yes, I have an other inside me. Yes, it is real. Yes, I am human. Yes, there is always more to life. Yes, yes, yes.

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